Why Don't I shop For Myself?

I have forgot how long have I no going out and have a good shopping for myself! I htink should be more then 5 years already.

I have no idea why I changed alots after married. Perviously i will shop and shop all the stuff for myself and won't worry about money. Usually I spend all the salary on my cloth and necessaries to beauty myself.

But now no more...I have become a total 'yellow face wife'...no time to beauty myself, no time to shopping and no time to entertain myself also..I need some change!