Crazy Mother

I always done something regret. I am not patient and peace enough when the children are with me. I know I am very bad in self control, I just could not control my hot temper. I would just throw tantrum when them not follow my instruction. I am so tire of getting angry. In fact, I am very guilty to keep scold them. I do not want to do so but my temper make me lost my mind. I am such a crazy mother to them. *sob*